I Want To Die In 2012

I Want To Die In 2012

Well now I've gone and done it... Found the day I want to die...

So this is my "Suicide" note for the World


I'm not going to "off" Myself, now or later, (to the best of my knowledge)

So don't get too happy.

What a way to start a new blog... Watching "Dexter" on Showtime and "The Nostradamus Effect" on the History Channel.


Great things come to those who watch T.V.

First off I don't think the timeline is "fixed." So this date in the future is irrelevant!

But if the 2012 shit is real, nobody is going to live for the next 40 years after it, anyway.

(Well that's the way hear it from the "Rumour Mill")

Don't get me Started on a Forum with no rebuke! Comment if you dare.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

systrm of a down

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy
All the world I've seen before me passing by
I've got nothing, to gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me passing by
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore

anymore... nananananananananana

Hey you, are me, not so pretty
All the world I've seen before me passing by
Silent my voice, I've got no choice
All the world I've seen before me passing by
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
I don't see, anymore
I don't hear, anymore
I don't speak, anymore
I don't feel

nananananananananananana... (x2)

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy
All the world I've seen before me passing by
I've got nothing, to gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me passing by
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel there anymore
I don't sleep, anymore
I don't eat, anymore
I don't live, anymore
I don't feel

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Dead Bodies Everywhere

Come on, step inside, and you will realize.
Tell me what you need, tell me what to be.
What's your vision?
You'll see, what do you expect of me?
I cant live that lie.
Dealing with your life
dead bodies everywhere.
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.
Let me strip the plain, let me not give in.
Free me of your life, inside my heart dies.
Your dreams never achieved, don't lay that shit on me.
Let me live my... life.
Dealing with your life
dead bodies everywhere.
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.
You want me to be, something I can never ever be!
You want me to be, something I can never ever....BE!
with your life
dead bodies everywhere
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!
Dead bodies everywhere!

northeast blackout of 2003

The Northeast Blackout of 2003 was a massive widespread power outage that occurred throughout parts of the Northeastern and Midwestern United States and Ontario, Canada on Thursday, August 14, 2003, at approximately 4:15 p.m. EDT (UTC-4). At the time, it was the second most widespread electrical blackout in history, after the 1999 Southern Brazil blackout.[1][2] The blackout affected an estimated 10 million people in Ontario and 45 million people in eight U.S. states.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Just in case someone didn't know Rick Wight of Pink Floyd die in 2009

Background information
Birth name Richard William Wright
Also known as Rick Wright
Born 28 July 1943(1943-07-28)
Hatch End, Middlesex, England
Died 15 September 2008 (aged 65)
Genres Progressive rock, psychedelic rock, experimental rock
Occupations Musician, songwriter
Instruments Keyboards, Organ, Piano, Synthesizer, Trombone, Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Fiddle, Harpsichord, Saxophone, Cello, Mellotron, Farfisa, Vibraphone, Accordion, Drums, Percussion
Years active 1964–2008
Labels Capitol, Columbia, EMI, Harvest
Associated acts Pink Floyd, Zee, David Gilmour, The Screaming Abdabs (Sigma 6)

Richard William "Rick" Wright (28 July 1943 – 15 September 2008) was an English pianist, keyboardist, vocalist and songwriter, best known for his career with Pink Floyd.[1] Wright's richly textured keyboard layers were a vital ingredient and a distinctive characteristic of Pink Floyd's sound. Wright frequently sang background and occasionally lead vocals on stage and in the studio with Pink Floyd (most notably on the songs "Time", "Echoes",[2] , on the Syd Barrett composition "Astronomy Domine" and on "Remember a Day").

Though not as prolific a songwriter as his bandmates Roger Waters and David Gilmour, he wrote significant parts of the music for classic albums such as Meddle, The Dark Side of the Moon and Wish You Were Here, as well as for Pink Floyd's final studio album The Division Bell.

Pink Floyd's drummer 's b-day

Nick Mason in 2009.
Background information
Birth name Nicholas Berkeley Mason -day
Born 27 January 1944 (1944-01-27) (age 66)
Birmingham, England
Genres Progressive rock, psychedelic rock, instrumental rock
Occupations Musician, record producer, author
Instruments Drums, percussion, Keyboards, Guitar, vocals
Years active 1964–present
Labels Capitol, Columbia, Sony, EMI, Harvest
Associated acts Pink Floyd
Sigma 6
The Screaming Abdabs
Mason & Fenn
Robert Wyatt

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Who Died Today

Well so far I'm bored tonight so I just thought to myself "Wonder who Die today in history".

Most I've never heard of but seams like they lead a life of some intrigue.
but one I saw was Abner Doubleday, the inventer of Basketball. Johann Christoph Friedrich Bach, composer, dies at 62. His music is one of my FAVS. Then there's Paul "Bear" Bryant, college football coach (Alabama), dies at 69

Well enjoy browsing

946 - Eadgyth, German Queen
1109 - Albericus of Côteaux, French saint, dies
1567 - Nicholas Wotton, English diplomat
1630 - Henry Briggs, English mathematician (b. 1556)
1636 - Jean Hotman, Marquis de Villers-St-Paul, French diplomat (b. 1552)
1697 - Georg Mohr, Danish mathematician (b. 1640)
1706 - Guillaume Poitevin, composer, dies at 59
1744 - Ludwig Andreas Graf Khevenhüller, Austrian field marshal (b. 1683)
1750 - Albert Schultens, Dutch philologist (b. 1686)
1795 - Johann Christoph Friedrich Bach, composer, dies at 62
1798 - Christian Gottlob Neefe, German organist/composer, dies at 49
1799 - Gabriel Christie, British general (b. 1722)
1803 - Georg von Pasterwiz, composer, dies at 72
1823 - Edward Jenner, English physician (b. 1749)
1824 - Edward Jenner, discoverer (vaccination), dies
1824 - Théodore Géricault, French painter (b. 1791)
1849 - Thomas Lovell Beddoes, English poet (Death's Jest-Book), suicide at 45
1850 - Francis Jeffrey, Baron Jeffrey, judge/literary critic, dies
1855 - Gérard de Nerval, French writer (b. 1808)
1869 - Duncan Gordon Boyes, English recipient of the Victoria Cross (b. 1846)
1870 - Cesare Pugni, composer, dies at 67
1870 - Victor, 3rd duc de Broglie, French statesman and diplomat (b. 1785)
1885 - Charles George Gordon, Brit gov-gen (Sudan), executed at 51
1885 - Edward Davy, English inventor (b. 1806)
1886 - David Rice Atchison, American politician (b. 1807)
1891 - Nicholaus Otto, auto pioneer (internal combustion engine), dies
1891 - Nikolaus August Otto, German inventor (b. 1833)
1893 - Abner Doubleday, credit with inventing baseball, dies on 74th birthday
1895 - Arthur Cayley, mathematician, dies
1904 - John P R Tak, Dutch liberal politician, dies at 64
1904 - Whitaker Wright, English mining tycoon (b. 1846)
1911 - Charles Wentworth Dilke, English undersecretary of State, dies at 67
1920 - Matthias Enzberger, German minister of finance, murdered
1922 - Luigi Denza, composer, dies at 75
1926 - John Flannagan, 2nd president of St. Ambrose University
1932 - William K Wrigley, owner (Wrigley Gum, Chicago Cubs), dies
1933 - Alva Belmont, American socialite (b. 1853)
1939 - Armand Calinescu, Romania's PM, assassinated by the iron guard
1942 - Gerard L F Philips, Dutch manufacturer (Philips), dies at 83
1943 - Nikolai Vavilov, geneticist, Saratovv labour camp, dies
1943 - Harry H. Laughlin, American eugenicist (b. 1880)
1946 - Adriaan van Maanen, Dutch-American astronomer (b. 1884)
1947 - Grace Moore, US soprano/actress (1 Night of Life), dies at 45
1947 - Gustav Adolf, crown prince of Sweden, dies in air crash
1948 - Ignaz Friedman, composer, dies at 65
1949 - Victor Fleming, director (Wizard of Oz, Gone With Wind), dies at 65
1950 - Betsy van den Arend, Dutch [Betje], actress (Miss Hobbs), dies at 78
1952 - Louis van Deyssel, Dutch writer (Diary of Franc Rozelaar), dies at 87
1952 - Khorloogiin Choibalsan, leader of Mongolia (b. 1895)
1953 - Martinus Nijhoff, Dutch poet/translator (spelling), dies at 58
1953 - Athanase David, French Canadian politician and businessman (b. 1882)
1954 - Carl J Eldh, Swedish sculptor, dies at 80
1961 - Morris Nichols, cricketer (41 wkts in 14 Tests for Eng 1930-39), dies
1962 - Charles "Lucky" Luciano, NYC Mafia gangster, dies at 65
1962 - Fran Lhotka, composer, dies at 78
1963 - John Sigvard Olsen, comedian (Olsen & Johnson), dies at 70
1965 - Ali Mansoer, premier of Persia, murdered
1967 - Albert Remy, actor (Blows), dies at 55
1967 - Kenneth Thomson, actor (White Gold), dies of emphysema at 68
1968 - Merrill C. Meigs, American newspaper publisher (b. 1883)
1968 - Yvor Winters, American poet (b. 1900)
1973 - Edward G Robinson, [Goldenberg], actor (Little Caesar), dies at 79
1973 - Meijer Sluyser, Dutch journalist/commentator (VARA), dies at about 71
1973 - Jay C. Higginbotham, American musician (b. 1906)
1974 - S v Vegesack, writer, dies at 85
1974 - Wiktor Labunski, composer, dies at 78
1975 - Lubov Orlova, actress (Moscow Laughs, Man of Music, Tanya), dies at 72
1976 - João Branco Núncio, Portuguese Bullfighter (b. 1901)
1977 - Margaret Hayes, actress (Robert Montgomery Presents), dies at 61
1978 - Leo Genn, actor (Lady Chatterley's Lover, Henry V), dies at 72
1979 - Nelson Rockefeller, former VP & (4X Gov-R-NY), dies at 70
1983 - Paul "Bear" Bryant, college football coach (Alabama), dies at 69
1985 - James Cameron, journalist, dies
1989 - Paul Daels, Flemish chairman (IJzerbedevaart committee), dies
1990 - FHP "Boy" Trip, Dutch minister, dies
1990 - Lewis Mumford, American historian (b. 1895)
1990 - Bob Gerard, British racing driver (b. 1914)
1991 - Johnny van Doorn, Dutch writer/poet, dies at 46
1992 - José Ferrer, Puerto Rican actor/director (Cyrano de Bergerac), dies at 80
1992 - Okke Jager, Dutch theologist/writer/poet, dies at 63
1993 - Axel Von Dem Bussche, German aristocrat, dies
1993 - Jan Gies, Dutch resistance fighter (helped Anne Frank), dies at 87
1993 - Robert Jacobsen, Danish sculptor (large iron sculptures), dies at 80
1993 - Jeanne Sauvé, Governor-General of Canada (b. 1922)
1995 - Bernardo Leighton, Chilian politician (1964-70), dies
1995 - Geoffrey Penwill Parsons, piano accompnaist, dies at 65
1995 - Louis Heren, journalist, dies at 65
1995 - Vic Buckingham, English soccer player/trainer (Ajax), dies at 79
1996 - David Schultz, wrestler (Oly-Gold-84), killed by John Du Pont
1996 - Harold Brodkey, writer, dies at 65
1996 - Henry Jay Lewis, conductor, dies at 63
1996 - Georg Alexander, Duke of Mecklenburg, head of the House of Mecklenburg-Strelitz (b. 1921)
1996 - Stevie Plunder, Australian musician (b. 1963)
1997 - Margaret Hesse, princess of Hesse/the Rhine, dies at 83
1997 - Sarah Lucas, theatre Administrator, dies at 53
1997 - Jeane Dixon, American astrologer (b. 1904)
1998 - S P Leary, Texan Blues drummer (Muddy Waters), dies at 67
1998 - Shinichi Suzuki, music teacher (Suzuki Method), dies at 99
1998 - Walter Edmonds, writer (Drums Along the Mohawk), dies at 93
2000 - Don Budge, American tennis player (b. 1915)
2000 - Kathleen Hale, British author (b. 1898)
2000 - A. E. van Vogt, Canadian-born author (b. 1912)
2001 - Al McGuire, American basketball coach (b. 1928)
2003 - Valeriy Brumel, Soviet Olympic athlete (b. 1942)
2003 - Hugh Trevor-Roper, Baron Dacre of Glanton, English historian (b. 1917)
2003 - George Younger, 4th Viscount Younger of Leckie, British politician (b. 1931)
2004 - Fred Haas, American golfer (b. 1916)
2006 - Khan Abdul Wali Khan, Pakistani opposition leader and Pashtun nationalist (b. 1917)
2006 - Len Carlson, Canadian actor (b. 1937)
2006 - Carol Lambrino, son of Carol II of Romania and Zizi Lambrino (b. 1920)
2007 - Hans J. Wegner, Danish furniture designer (b. 1914)
2007 - Gump Worsley, Canadian ice hockey player (b. 1929)
2008 - Christian Brando, actor and son of Marlon Brando (b 1958)

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Y2K was worst than you think (Disasters in the year 2000)

So the year Two Thousand, 2000, Y2K

Well your alive and so am I! But does that mean we're all okay here on I'll make a note of disasters of the 21st century till the in of it all ( unless I die of old age )

"2000 earthquakes"
The following pages are in this category. This list may not reflect recent changes .

2000 Turkmenistan earthquake

2000 Baku earthquake

2000 Iceland earthquake

2000 Kipawa earthquake

2000 New Ireland earthquakes

2000 Sumatra earthquake

2000 Yunnan earthquake

Friday, January 22, 2010

just another disaster since 2000 leading to 2012

2001 anthrax attacks
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
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2001 anthrax attacks

A letter sent to Senate Majority Leader Tom Daschle containing anthrax powder killed two postal workers
Location New York City, New York
Boca Raton, Florida
Washington, D.C.
Date Letters postmarked September 18, 2001 and October 9, 2001; some were opened at a later date
Target ABC News, CBS News, NBC News, New York Post, National Enquirer, Senators Tom Daschle and Patrick Leahy
Attack type Bioterrorism
Weapon(s) Anthrax
Death(s) 5
Injured 17 infected
Suspected perpetrator(s) Bruce Edwards Ivins
The 2001 anthrax attacks in the United States, also known as Amerithrax from its Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI) case name, occurred over the course of several weeks beginning on September 18, 2001. Letters containing anthrax spores were mailed to several news media offices and two Democratic U.S. Senators, killing five people and infecting 17 others. (A 2004 study however, has shown that the total number of harmed people should be raised to 68 [1].) The primary suspect was not publicly identified until 2008.

In mid-2008, the FBI narrowed its focus to Bruce Edwards Ivins, a scientist who worked at the government's biodefense labs at Fort Detrick in Frederick, Maryland. Ivins was told of the impending prosecution and on July 27 committed suicide, by an overdose of acetaminophen.[2]

On August 6, 2008, federal prosecutors declared Ivins to be the sole culprit of the crime.[3] Two days later, Sen. Charles Grassley and Rep. Rush Holt called for hearings into the DOJ and FBI's handling of the investigation.[4]

On September 15, 2009, the Department of Justice responded in writing to questions from Sen. Charles Grassley posed 7 months earlier [5]. FBI Director Robert Mueller wrote "“There is also ongoing criminal and civil litigation concerning the Amerithrax investigation and information derived therefrom, and an independent review of the FBI’s “detective work” at this time could adversely affect those proceedings.”

Destruction around the World since 2000! Just one I'll touch on

2004 Indian Ocean earthquake
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2004 Indian Ocean earthquake
Tsunami strikes Ao Nang, Thailand.
Date December 26, 2004 (2004-12-26)
Magnitude 9.3 Mw
Depth 30 km (19 mi)
Epicenter location 3°18′58″N 95°51′14″E / 3.316°N 95.854°E / 3.316; 95.854Coordinates: 3°18′58″N 95°51′14″E / 3.316°N 95.854°E / 3.316; 95.854
Type Undersea (subduction)
Countries or regions affected Indonesia (mainly in Aceh)
Sri Lanka
India (mostly in Tamil Nadu)
Tsunami Yes
Casualties 230,000+[1][2] (the fifth deadliest earthquake in recorded history)


So I know I take Info from pages like Wikipedia but the info is already out there. I just think some of it should be brought together
(So why remake the wheel, or rewrite the bible)

2004 Indian Ocean


Countries affected:
Sri Lanka

See also

Warning System
Library damage
2005 Sumatra earthquake

v • d • e

The 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake was an undersea megathrust earthquake that occurred at 00:58:53 UTC on December 26, 2004, with an epicentre off the west coast of Sumatra, Indonesia. The quake itself is known by the scientific community as the Sumatra-Andaman earthquake.[3][4] The resulting tsunami itself is given various names, including the 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami, Asian Tsunami, Indonesian Tsunami, and Boxing Day Tsunami.

The earthquake was caused by subduction and triggered a series of devastating tsunamis along the coasts of most landmasses bordering the Indian Ocean, killing nearly 230,000 people in fourteen countries, and inundating coastal communities with waves up to 30 meters (100 feet) high. It was one of the deadliest natural disasters in recorded history. Indonesia, Sri Lanka, India, and Thailand were the hardest hit.

With a magnitude of between 9.1 and 9.3, it is the second largest earthquake ever recorded on a seismograph. This earthquake had the longest duration of faulting ever observed, between 8.3 and 10 minutes. It caused the entire planet to vibrate as much as 1 cm (0.4 inches)[5] and triggered other earthquakes as far away as Alaska.[6]

The plight of the many affected people and countries prompted a widespread humanitarian response. In all, the worldwide community donated more than $7 billion (2004 U.S. dollars) in humanitarian aid.

I have much more info and stuff if you would like more let me know

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Origin of the Solar System:

The basic premise in the understanding of our origins, and the properties of all the planets we have studied, is that natural forces created and shaped the Solar System. And that there is a continuity to that process, i.e. it is not a sequence of random events.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Avatar and Daybreakers (The Movies)

So I've seen Avatar and Daybreakers in one day, not in that order, but anyway if the blue people in Avatar (the Nav'i) looked human and the vampires from Daybreakers still had souls, we would be watching the same story of human sufering and misery.

So human kind wants to live and procreate in peace (IN Movies)

what about the here and now

War = Death, death is cold , we're all faceing death....

Monday, January 4, 2010



Fulcanelli (1839 - last seen in 1953) is almost certainly a pseudonym assumed, in the late 19th century, by a French alchemist and esoteric author, whose identity is still debated.[1] The name Fulcanelli seems to be a play on words: Vulcan the ancient Roman god of fire plus El, a Canaanite name for God and so the Sacred Fire.[2] He is also called the Master Alchemist. The appeal of Fulcanelli as a cultural phenomenon is partly due to the mystery that surrounds most aspects of his life and works; one of the anecdotes pertaining to his life retells, in particular, how his most devoted pupil Eugène Canseliet performed a successful transmutation of 100 grams of lead into gold in a laboratory of the gas works of Sarcelles at the Georgi company with the use of a small quantity of the "Projection Powder" given to him by his teacher, in the presence of Julien Champagne and Gaston Sauvage.


Fulcanelli was undoubtedly a Frenchman, widely and profoundly educated, and learned in the ways of alchemical lore, architecture, art, science, and languages. Fulcanelli wrote two books that were published after his disappearance in 1926, having left his magnum opus with his only student, Eugène Canseliet. Le Mystere des Cathedrales first edition consisted of 300 copies and was published by Jean Schemit at 52 Rue Laffitte, Paris, France.[3]

Theories about Fulcanelli speculate that he was one or another famous French occultist of the time: perhaps a member of the former Royal Family (the Valois), or another member of the Frères d'Heliopolis (Brotherhood of Heliopolis, a society centred around Fulcanelli which included Eugène Canseliet, Jean-Julien Champagne and Jules Boucher). Canseliet's only student, Patrick Rivière, believes that Fulcanelli's true identity was Jules Violle, famous French physicist.[4] In a 1996 book, samples of writing by Jean-Julien Hubert Champagne (born January 23, 1877) and Fulcanelli are compared, and show considerable similarity.[5] In any event, by 1916, Fulcanelli had accepted Canseliet, who was then only sixteen, as his first student. In 1921, he accepted the sons of Ferdinand de Leseps as students and in 1922, two more students, Jules Boucher and Gaston Sauvage. In 1925, Fulcanelli moved to 59 rue Rochechouart where he allegedly was successful in transmuting base metals into gold.[6]

Fulcanelli's Master

Without overlooking the belief of some researchers that Canseliet himself could have been Fulcanelli, Canseliet believed Fulcanelli's Master was Basil Valentine, the theoretical Master in any case, for Fulcanelli's true initiator was his own wife. As Fulcanelli describes in a strange letter he practically kept as a talisman about the completion of the Great Work by someone who is presumably Basil Valentine, he also mentions his own wife: "...When my wife told me the good news" and "...my wife, with the inexplicable intuition of sensitives, had a really strange dream." In other words, when referring to something as important as the Great Work, he mentions his wife as an Alchemy V.I.P.[7] [8]

Books by Fulcanelli:
Le Mystère des Cathédrales (The Mystery of the Cathedrals), written in 1922 and published in Paris in 1926. [22]
Les Demeures Philosophales (Dwellings of the Philosophers), published in Paris in 1929.[23]
The books are written in a cryptic and erudite manner, replete with Latin and Greek puns, alchemical symbolism, double entendres, and lectures on and in Argot and Cant, all of which serve to keep "puffers" in the dark.

A third book, Finis Gloriae Mundi[24] (End of the World's Glory),[25] was also reportedly being prepared for publication. The notes for the book were left for a time with his only student, Canseliet. Fulcanelli decided that the timing for publication of the book was not right and so it was never in fact published. However, a book by the same name, citing Fulcanelli as the author, was published in more recent times. That book has been shown to be a counterfeit.[26]

Finis Gloriae Mundi

^ Patrick Riviere Fulcanelli, p. 29, Red Pill Press Ltd, 2006 ISBN 978-1897244210
^ Mark Stavish The Path of Alchemy, p. 171, Llewellyn Worldwide, 2006 ISBN 978-0738709031
^ ibid. p. 31
^ Rivière, Patrick. Fulcanelli. Red Pill Press ISBN 1-897244-21-5
^ Dedicaces De Julien Champagne - Julien Champagne
^ Dennis William Hauck Sorcerer's Stone, p. 172, Citadel Press, 2004 ISBN 978-0806525457
^ Patrick Riviere Fulcanelli, p. 47, Red Pill Press, 2006 ISBN 978-1897244210
^ Samael Aun Weor The Perfect Matrimony, ch. I, Glorian Publishing, 2008 ISBN 978-1934206034

He was said to have decipher the glyphs on the great stones around the world left by the Freemasons